Sometimes you just have to ignore. You went past me smiling at something else,, I will treasure that moment, that smile..We both forgot to smile at the same time...And life has just begun again for you and me, in different sides, in different world...Damned Heart!!!
As happy a heart wants to be, it always searches for a reason to weep and feel sad about. And one may not find happiness despite a life time of pursuit but misery is something that comes along to those who wish for it, to those who have made it a companion; unable to walk past the moment it lured them the first time. It’s no freaking addiction, not even close to depression. Its dimensions are unmatched, unaccounted and uncertain. You cannot tame your tears to the will of your mind. It’s connected to your heart where every other emotion is pumped into. It’s a strange vivid mesmerize.
Oh how I wish to forget her, her death, her vivid memories that come by sometimes. Oh how I wish we could have done something, you and me, when we were there for each other. I miss her. Life is good now. But wouldn’t it be better if you hadn’t given me a chance to be with you in the aftermath? Wouldn’t it be better if you had given me a chance to realize the promises I made to her?
